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After blogging last night, i sleep at 6am. Dont know why im not tired at all. LOL. Maybe i dont want to get fat gwa, cause last night 2.30am i went to 711 and bought 2 noodle cup. Even though i only ate 1, i still must not sleep, will be very fat geh. So i continue watching my HK drama. 6am, i finally fell asleep. Woke up at 12. Not even enough 8 hours but i dont feel like sleeping already. Well, Joanne called, she came to my house "tapau-ed" roti canai and leong cha. She came to do something cause her internet connection broke down.

I still couldn't stop thinking about him.Im getting better la i know. But I'll get emo again de for sure. It's always like this. At least 1 week once I'll feel this way. Hm.. im so so so speechless now. I think actually by this time i would be sms-ing C***F**. But since he told me he wanted her ex back. Aiks. I better not disturb him. Just wish for the best lar. Hm, actually its quite hard to use this blog spot thingy. -shrug- Its okay. who cares anyway. I think there is nothing im going to do today. Continue my TVB drama better. =X Ops, i forgot to eat my medicine ler today. hehe. Its okay lar. No one knows also.

I guess I'll rot again today. I should check up on meetoto. I used to blog there. Its much "funner" blogging there cause no one knows who am i, or who i talk about. Hm, quite good la. I dont feel so emo anymore. =) Hope everything will be okay. Im sleepy. I should get some sleep. =/ He just called me. I dont know why everytime when im starting to feel better, he called. He makes me feel like he still care about me. But he doesnt want me? I just dont get it. I know there's no chance for us anymore. It just hurts when i think about it. I should go to bed now. I hope i can sleep till tomorrow morning. =.= 4pm now till tomorrow morning, LOL. Im going crazy.