First day of blogging

Hm..This is the first time i blog here. Today is a bad day for me. I've been crying whole night. It's 3.44am now. i couldnt sleep. Im thinking a lot tonight. It has been about a month since we broke up. Im having a very hard time, trying not to think about him and trying not to cry. But i still cried. I miss him a lot. Bianca & Esther, my 2 best buddy, told me not to begged him back already. I know i shouldnt, but i couldnt help it. i missed him so much. =(

Luckily both of them accompany me everyday.. Bring me go eat.. play.. Thanks so much to them. Besides B&E, Boss and Fei Zai also pei me.. They are B&E de boyfriend.. thanks so much to them too..If it wasnt for them.. i think my eye ball already dropped off.. I dont know really know what to write, though i feel like there is so many to write.. Oh, do i need to intro myself here? lol. nvm.. its pointless anyway.

Hm.. blog.. a good thing about blog.. is that we can write anythinggggggg we want. Bad thing is that if we're writing "bad" about someone, and if that someone sees it.. then, LOL... but lucky for me.. i seldom dislike ppl geh.. so i guess its alright gwa.. Something about me is that im weird. Very weird. Im happy at times, and can be very depressive at times.

Since im feeling a litttttllleeeeee bit better. Maybe i should write sommore about myself. Im 19 this year.. Nov 10 1990 is my birthdate (whoever sees this remember ar, i want pressieee xD). I just graduated from Alevel course. Its quite tough actually, i even thought of quiting it halfway. But i still made it till here. I hope everything goes well for me. So now im "holiday-ing". Going to work soon. Maybe then i'll continue my studies. I want to study Law. So i'm thinking Brickfields, ATC, or Help. Argh~ Its giving me headache. So i better dont think first lar.

Suddenly i think about chunfei. He say he is happy wa, that his ex ask him to sleep early. Ah nevermind la. I dont know what else i can say already. I cant say anything. cause im also like this. My eyes hurt. Sigh. I watched about 16 hours of TV today. Still watching, its the "ID Jing Ying" i think. Not bad lar. Im at the part where the woman's dad passed away. So sad. Now i miss my parents. I dont get to see them always, so Im always at home. Lol. Now you know its so hard to not think many. Im always at home, and if i dont go out, i'll be either facing my computer or my TV. Really, how can i not think? sigh.. enough lar.. Im talking crap already..


i look so weird in this pic, but he look so cute =)
BEC crabbie time
my sis and jie fu LOL