My Life: F.R.I.E.N.D.S?

Hello again!!! I just realized that I haven't been blogging since LAST YEAR SEPTEMBER~ Oh my goodness~ haha~ My blog is dead. :P Anyway~ I just feel like blogging today. Maybe its because of today "boring-ful" public holiday and I have nothing to do. I wanted to expressssss myself about friends today. Hmm.. How do I begin...? =/

Okay, Basically, I have many friends.. All the ppl in my FB are my friends~ So I do not lack any friends. Right? But.. True friends?? or.. Good friends?? or BEST friends?? Lemme think~ I have this friend, her name is X. We knew each other when we were so so so so so young (about primary school). We lost contact for a few years, met each other in between but we became "HI-BYE' friends. Then it turns out that she was studying in Kuching. Great! I cannot believe she was studying here and so we met. We were still so good. Everything between us was like old times :P After a few months, I realized that, only if I called her, she would meet me. But she never ever even once called to meet me. I was kinda disappointed by that. I feel like I'm the only one who wanted to find them & they actually just "ying chou" me. But I'm fine lar. Sooner on, our relationship becomes worsen. I dont really remember how it ended. But i missed her. So I FB wall her, hoping to meet someday. =.= She left Kuching and she's currently in Aussie. I guessed that she was unhappy with me and she dont freaking bother me at all? But at least, AT LEAST, I think I did what was right, in "FB Walling" her first. At least, I tried to fix this relationship? She commented my post and now I think its fine between us. Everytime I passed by chonglin park, I still thought of them. :)

I learned something in this friendship thingy, that there is a LINE in every friendship, you cant get TOO close to it, but you cant stay TOO far from it. Seriously, I have had all these past experiences of friendship that turns out bad. And it is always because of TOO close. But I have tried my very best to pull back all the past friendships.

Some best friends, are for hanging out and have fun, looks so close, contact everyday~ but deep down, we know that some "xin shi" in our heart, we cannot tell them. But some best friends are those that I don't contact much, but no matter how long it has been, we always know that they are our truly best friends. Even if we dont talk about our "xin shi" or stuffs, the joy of having them in my life, reminds me that I still have true friends. I think its because of the BOND, the bond in our relationship makes it not easy to be broken off easily. True friends have these bond, even arguments arise, it is still good and kicking hard. LOL. But, if the bond is not there, just a small touch, it could ruin the whole friendship.

My conclusion is, its best to have an understanding boyfriend like my Ben. Whatever problems that I'm facing, I know that he supports me from my back. Thank God, for letting me learn all these about friendships, for giving me a great boyfriend, and for this wonderful life I'm having. xD. Btw, lemme update some pics that i took with Bianca & Esther in Singapore and some other stuffs :P